The Romantic

Have a nap till 7.30p.m. , finish my dinner than on9...When i open facebook, i saw that my friend post a video something damn romantic , it will make me watch till cry.. ==! here the video that I watched ~.~

Alone

Lonely.... I'm Mr.Lonely, I got nobody .. TT. This few weeks I feel that very free and nothing to do . Look like a 废柴.. I can do what I can do .. But, no 1 beside me to tell me that the thing correct or wrong . Find some friends and chat, all very busy of Dota, studying, on9 games....... Why am I lonely?? Maybe not the time to having relationship ?? Mostly gua?? Since this is the last year for me study in samad school.. I don't feel like studying . The trial exam , Sejarah paper 2, I blank it all.. So fucked up for this paper, don't we got the choice to dont take sejarah?? What kind of this fucking goverment ! I feel lonely for everyday. Haiz~~~ No one can beside me caring me and support me .. Maybe face problem gua ?? yeah, I admit that .. I'm not a handsome and rich person ..   I feel so fad up for myself.. Gosh Damn it ! 

Party

Wake up 2 p.m. and sleep back at 3p.m.~~ 5p.m. wake up and prepare things~.~ 6.20 we reach the destination , I saw few of davis friend. At first I tot will got alot friend de, later forgot get present for him while Haolun car comes. No choice , fuel too cheap ~~ We go to mingfu house and get it back than go back to davis house @@ While i go back to davis house, I juz saw few of his friend about 8-9 onli==!  Even our gang oso more than them ~~ ???

We about 10p.m. having a cake cut and take picture . After that need fetch walter back home b4 seng yew come go INC(Cyber Cafe) .... Have some racing with wing hong. xD hahaha.. quite fun xD ! 

At INC there play till 1 o clock only go back home.

So tired to fetching them back home @@ .Meanwhile, i know that jing yew so damn fucking scare of his own company dog?? so funny men that kind of situation.. laugh dao me non-stop==! By the way, quite have alot of fun with them hanging out ^^ haha

Lifes

I've make my dicision of it. I won't be afraid what i did, maybe will hurt you or not ?? My life without you, all my belonging thing start back again and again~~

How do I read somebody mind?? Can anyone teach me ??This 2days I feel that all thing just pretend normal.What make this so simple and normal ??

Your text is very simple and non of feeling~ Is it all this got ?? 

Some reaction ??

A person like that how are we going to stay together and have fun?? All of this is freaking me out!!!

Or maybe just a lie from beginning??

Nightmare

While hanging out with friends , I ve 'll juz pretend nothing being smilly to them and play jokes with them. Actually in my heart, I got a damn deep hole like bullet shoot trough. Quite hard to recover back, when i come back from house 11.30p.m. I just wrote blog about my feeling tonight, finish blog i juz to go sleep, i feel tired and sleepy..

 2molo school reopen, I wanna get some sleep before i feel asleep in class while teacher teaching ~ Before sleeping, I don't dare to close my eyes. Once I close, I dream of you, I try alot of to make me sleep..Last night oso the same thing happen to me.When I close my eyes this time , I suddenly swt-ing alot and hard to breath . I can't SLEEP!!! After I just to wake up and wait till i get sleep. Suddenly she sms me that :Sleep d? i miss you so much .... 

Just this msg , I don't wat happen to my eyes. It keep dropping the tears.. I can't believe that i will fell tears for this.. Am I a stupid boy born in cheat by someone ?? Why will like this ?? I very scare alone, I just need some1 to love me and support me .. Couple not just to believing each other and understand each others meh??

Maybe both of us loves each others so much ?? Between of this we need to got a space for break ??? Do some of you all taking love to playing fool around of it ?? Don't you think u are wasting any time of it for stupid thing???

I DO REALLY LOVE HER SO MUCH!!! I CAN'T STOP THINK ABOUT HER EVERY SINGLE NIGHT OF IT. WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES I DREAM ABOUT HER.. I DON'T WANT TO GET AWAY FROM U.. MAYBE SOME OF FRIEND SAYING ME STUPID BECAUSE OF THAT .. MAYBE YEAH GUA??? I'M A STUPID BOY THAT KEEP GET CHEATED FROM SOMEONE..

Wth i did ?? I'm serious on you . You know that rite?? TOday i feel that u sms me very fuyan. not even 5word u sent to me .. I feeling bad on this.. So you love me so much ?? But you cant believe single word from what I saying it.. Altought you love or not , Just got to say that I'm very deep love with you.. I wanna be with you. Since today juz happen.. We have to take a break for each others... What a unlucky day of last holiday ~~

Last night just back from dinner, I feel so tired and sleepy ~~ Chat with bii around 12 o 'clock i feel asleep. About 2something i wake up again ==!Chat with bii about her moody than go sleep liao... Just sleep about 2-3hours i wake up again.!!!! WTF MEN!! What did i do o ?? 6o'clock suddenly pump up and on9==! No choice, i try alot different way to make me sleep. At last, nothing happen .. Zzzz While my parent wake up about 7.30o'clock go for work, i just wake up with them.. By the way, just about this 3hours I keep dream about her .. ~~ Maybe I too miss her till can't sleep?? I'm gonna get this from her @@ Don't know when i can sleep back, now i feel tired n sleepy, but can't sleep==!! Screw it Shit!!! I'm trying to sleep ~~ My bad Bii ~~ : (

The Negative thinking

     Why do someone feel when nothing to do will simply think negatively??  I suggest that if u feel free, why don't you do something else?? That will make's you feel busy .. I don't know what did just happend, but i can feel it that u are moody now.~~ What can you do if a person go moody?? Leave her alone ?? or just accompany her to chat other things?? For me, I will just tell back her to think straight.. I know a person quite to believe others so easily, they will scare get hurts and cheats from someone.
    Recently, I discussed Clear Thinking here at The Minimalist Path. Through clear thinking we are able to focus and not let the unnecessary cloud our decisions and lifestyles. To go along with this approach in life, I would like to suggest Simple Thinking.
Simple Thinking is breaking down the drawn out questions we ask in life to simple, precise questions that will lead to more accurate decision making. I have to admit that I often dwell too much on a decision and ask every plausible question. In some instances, you do need to ask any and every valid question to make sure you do not put your life in a poor position. However, more often than not we just need to be asking ourselves simplified questions.
We should all face reality and not waver on our decisions. To do that, we need to face the true question. We tend to circle the issue at hand without addressing it directly. All that does is lead to procrastination. I think we should all be able to address the importance of our response instantly. If not, we are cluttering our mind and not capable of simplifying our lives.
A couple simple questions that I tend to ask are as follows:

• Why?
• Why not?
• Why am I doing this?
• What positive will this bring to my life?
• Am I doing this for the right reasons?

These are just a few questions that fly through my head with almost every decision I make. They may lead to longer answers than I would like here and there, but more often than not they simply answer the question. This simple way of thinking allows me to make quick, positive decisions that help me move forward and not delve into unimportant thought process’.
You may be asking, “Now, how does this relate to minimalism?” Let me explain. To live a minimalist life, we need to take the unnecessary out of life. Whether that be stuff, actions, commitments, or decisions, we all need to minimalize multiple aspects to life. One aspect is our thought process. If you can clear your head by asking simple questions and making simple decisions that benefit your goal-driven life, living a minimalist life is definitely possible.

 

This few days, My hamster (Gigi) quite noty . When i bring it out, keep run here run there, when i carry it , it bit me ==! Noty Gigi!!  But i still love you ^^

Gigi bitting the cage >< CUTE !

 

 

 

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Dota OR Girlfriends???

I was thinking about it .... why did dota can accompany us for rest of our live??  How about Girlfriends?? Don't you ever think about your Girlfriends?? I waste a lot of time on dota, its spend me 6years for playing it . And i always reply ppl msg 1word~~ Do that stupid for me ?? This evening i just saw this at my facebook recently posted . I quickly copy it down n read it ...

Dota Versus GF

              I know Dota is a challenging games. But it makes u forgot erything beside you! From now, I'm trying to less it to play, try continue what i wanna do .. From now i will very appriciate the person that support me n love me ^^ Yeap! That you Chew Pui yEE (bibi) , The 1st time i saw u , i can put it erything down for u ... Juz was last nite i rejected my friend for creating dota Host for it ... Starting from now , I will try my best to do anything to makes you feel happy ^^ Dear bibi i love you ^^ Muackzz XD  !!!

taking picture while eating xD

Delicious?? xD

12.46a.m. , aw!!!! My Stomach so hungry !! House nothing to eat : ( Just only can cook mee, nevermind xD. I go cook wan tan mee ^^ hehehe. finish jor than take picture gv Bibi see.. xD I know ur parent very strict to let u go out with others, but nvm i train more of cooking , cook more delicious food for u ^^ hehe dont worry cant taste it xD ! Muackz !!

The time had past so fast, juz a nap~ it bring me over a week.. Walao, i so love holidays. can sleep dao so long ^^ n chat with my bibi ^^ Having a pool with my friend , Game Score( 11-4) wow. He do improve alot ^^ last time playing with him was (9-0). lol~ feel likes i bullying him rite?? @@ Don't know what happen to me today , feel like litter bit moody for no reason ~ haiz, really dont noe wat to rite now . ~~

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The Wild Lazy TouR


"一..二..兩個手指"

LaZy MutHa FuckA

THe lastest album nice ! I seem the LMF has regroup for some reason ^^ I will support you guys as always !! GAMBATEH!! LAZY MUTHA FUCKA!!

Me and my kao Fu ~~

The Day of my cousin sister wedding, The photo were took my stepy~~ thx wei, this picture not bad.. look at my singer kao fu! I very proud of him can sing so well.. I'm oso gonna be a singer if i can ^^ Hel ya, Here some of my kao fu picture at Astro AEC competition ^^ .. lengzai o.. He still single.. any1 intrested on my kaofu ^^ xD

The Crazy Night

Finally I know how to do a blogger, wohooo.  I spend around 3hr to master it ==! While doing blogger, I were chatting with my crazy BiBi .. That was a crazy chatting with bibi ^^ Bii: BABE, So poh love So lou so much!!! So lou know ?? ^^ As this sentence , I can 100% for sure that BaoBei I love you No matter what is going on ! ^^ Muackzz

Last night around 8.15p.m. Wing Hong and my friend suddenly call me for snooker. Inside the car, we talks some stupid brainless thing, keep non-stop laughing like hell. while we reach destination , we still laughing on it ==! WTF ? Here ''s the picture that my friend Tan Haolun first experince using iphone 4. God damn the Wing Hong showing off his god damn fon!! Pissing me off ~~ 

Look like yes rite?? Acutally I'm A newbie that train from my dad. :)



                                                                               








                                                                                                                  
                                                                                                                   

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5september2010, I,brian loh ,davis dell , Haolun Tan went to pavilion watch Pirahna 3D. The movie dont noe talk about wat , the point of this movie is ending there save the gal ==.. later that I and Brian Loh went to preverse there buy a shirt ( Kingtw X Banghoux X TWGIRLS) ^^ it cost RM140 for each shirt ~~ We used RM300 to paid that 2 shirt ~~ pokai jor :( Here the picture ya ..