Merry Xmas!

December of 23th, is teo jing yew buffday ^^ Happy  buffday potato : ) xD

that time i was rushing working to his buffday pt .

So long din see dao all my friend liao , miss them so much ^^

After that around 10 o clock. I , brian, haolun tan, davis dell , seng yew, ah zer , jing yew go to inc for DOTA : )

We got alot of fun at inc : ) After that We planing to go countdown at sunway.

before that, ah zer and brian want to cut hair, and i wanted to dye my hair ~~

We wasted 2hr for planning the damn countdown Xmas!~!!

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After 2molo, i wake up in the afternoon and prepare to fetch them go cut hair : ) 

when i fetch finish them , later that we go to ss2 Kim Arie saloon cut hair..

Before go in the Kim Arie, they was so many ppl lining up for a hair cut ==! 

And i asked my personal cutler , and she tell me to come back at 6.00 o clock evening ==! 

Damn so late~ We have no choice , so we decided to go to Shawn cutler let Zach kor cut hair ..

When reach there , i feel that very less inside, cuz too high class and expensive ..

I used RM150 for cut hair and dye hair : ) hehee

dark green hair : ) feel dao lala zai ><! !!

After finish hair cut , we go to sunway for countdown : ) before going to sunway, the weather was so rainny.

I was damn shocked and scare during i press my break , the tyre are losing control during i break !! so scare!!!!

After reached sunway , we shop everywhere~~~

I wanted to buy a G-shock watch during the chinese new year ><!!

And brian tell me the shinning black one damn nice and sharp ! It cost RM349. not bad !  I decide to buy it!!

We shopp dao so hungry liao than go Taiwanese restaurant there makan : ) 

the food i order was so tasty ><!!! juz 5 person we ate RM160++@@ quite expensive ~

Finish eating dinner, we got nothing left to do anymore. still got 3hr to wait for countdown @@

We don't want to waste time, so we decide to go INC again XD!

After that , we go countdown at Sweet HuT!!! Go there eat Desert !! Damn Yummy!!!

hahah, 2day de christmas countdown i cant believe will countdown with brian's family : )

It was wonderful countdown!! I wish i could celebrate this kind of celebration in next year ^^

And yet , I nid to thx to brian's father!! Thx for belanjar us desert !! ALIGATOH !!!

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In Sharp 12 o clock, I 've send you a Christmas wish to you.

I hope that wish will become true..

Merry Christmas EVERY ONE !!!!!

WISH YOU ALL GOT A NICE DAY AND GET MORE PRESENT ^^

change

some1  is curios about what happen to me this few days ????

why suddenly i be so cool ??? pretending ??

I try to stop, but y do it keep continue ???

I oso not ur cup of tea. 

I try to ignore it anything away from it ..

I'm learning to change my self..

I don't noe what happen of it ...

Im different kind of person that u noe last time ~

moody ~~

What a bad day to me , what happen to mid valley??? 

from last day keep jam till today , cb jam dao me angry !!! 

Somemore working there de customer all don't know look at ur time ???

We are closing , but you are still trying and not buying.. 

Wtf sohai playing around with me a ??? 1 me diu 7 u a ????

When my dad fetch me back home at half way , all my foul word non-stop shouting around @@ 

my dad juz beside me and say yeah, oh , en , yalo ==!!

Suddenly say dao my history de thing to my dad , and my dad was shocked when i say it @@ 

skips~~~~~~~~~

I feel like we are getting closer, don't you feel ???

I'm gonna ask sometime very serious de question to you.

I want you to seriously and honestly answer me!

I feel very happy this few days that i having conversation with u : )

I miss you ~~~~~

THe First time : )

Today I feel dao damn special for today !! I feel very nervous ><

I wanted to see you! At first I were fell so down for it , No matter what I still nid to wait .

When the 1st time i meet u , I feel fine for it . : ) U are pretty ^^ 

Don't know how you think about me ~~

When I back I have alot fun conversation with u ><!
spamming at facebook ><!! hahah so fun having spamming with u : ) don't you ??
Today you take dao so many picture , all so nice ><!

hahah don't noe we still got chance together ????

Maybe too fast ?? Or still need sometime to get more information from each other???

Is it easy to read others mind so clear???

Don't even need to look at him/her also can know what they thinking @@

commend sense?? Did everyone can do that ?

I wish I could read your mind ! 

What you thinking of ?

What you want currently?

What do you need the most?

I can't even do this single thing @@

Pretending in front of others , they can't feel the way that you feel.

Is it too much for it?

What a silly question that i asked .

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Tommorrow Be prepare for my last paper exam SPM : ) 

SENI @@ 3hours de paper ><!!!! 

Tommorow also my last day for my school, maybe will not meet back my old friends ??

I very miss them : ) 

Hope 1 day will meet back each others : ) XD

Early of the morning rushing for work @@ Cuz i late wake up ><! 

nowadays alot ppl sick, even myself oso sick liao TT ><! 

sick while doing my work @@, 2day finally finish the thing that I 've been told to her .

Maybe I'm not good enough for you or what. I will wait no matter what !!

Why I can't wait you ?? Why?? Can you tell me the reason ??

When the time u reject my purpose, I've feel some sharp needle shoot through my heart.

Damn is very pain, I noe u can't feel what i feel, is ok for it . 

When playing blackshoot and skype with u . I very shy and nothing to say about it ..

Maybe is the feel that give ppl reject? and feel shy to chat to each others???

I do really love you ~ No matter what you did. I always be there for you.. I will wait you no matter what !!

Today working like hell, suddenly my super visor call me to go get 50box to storeroom. Wtf???

mostly the boxes is around 20 something, but today is 50 @@ gosh men, the box is so heavy@@  juz a box is around 10kg++ i gotta carry out 50boxes all @@ and i oso crank my finger at the metal there><! is so hurt !! 

juz the 50boxes , it full it all the storeroom @@ take a shirt oso so damn hard !!!

While working at the half way, my friends told me that ''y don't you colour ur hair?'' and i was shocked for that @@ colour my hair will be nicer ??? 

I was thinking while i working , what present shud i give during my mom buffday ???

anyone give some suggestion ???

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Maybe I've fail the 1st step from beginning. And I think is never be back again..

Do I need to do it once again ?? or maybe not ?? 

Maybe she had gave me the answer for that??? to make me give up for her..

But I won't give up till u got others : ) I will try my best to get it : )!!!!!! Never ever give up !

So long din write blog liao @@ So bzy about working and spm ><!

In december all were having holiday with thier friends , but I still need to work for money T.T

I need to start get working and earn lot lot money for myself.

Working is so tired, but i still need take it on ! However how stress of my work, i still need to work it ==!!

Last week i just added a girl as a friend that play guns game @ @ 

Wow , can't believe that she is professional >< !she everything pro  than me !

Still need to learn more : )

My 1st best record of blackshoot : )

Slowly slowly , I feel that I got some feelings for non-reason, maybe is just having a lot conversation with you?

My heart is pumping like that bass before I pick you up
The way we stole each others hearts we playing Stick em up.

Something about this girl
 She got me doing things I never did before.
Damn, there's something about this girl, I'm losing all my control for u @@

speechless.. get it up for her : ) 加油!!!!: )

Sunday shoppings : )

Shopping!!!! I've not been shopping for 2-3month!!!! 

And finally I went to pavilion with my friend today : )

Since last nite i with my friend go cyber cafe play till morning  5 o clock back home, and they told me that 2molo go pavilion watch movie : )

Juz got 4hr.30min to sleep : (, later that I nid to fetch jing yew , brian ,and haolun.

Forget today is sunday , and is most JAM DAY!!!

I hate traffic jam, it will make me lost my temper . 

We used 1hr to reach the destination ==! and i got fucked up by them :W

Here some nothing to do de us picture :)

4 indian guys : )

And also we watched The next three days. :) It was so challenging making me shout on it :W

after that my dad told me to back home sharp at 7.30pm. but the show is juz end up at 7.. 

So now I've juz got 30min to fetch my friends back n rush back home..

I were damn rushing for it .. somemore is damn freaking jam !!!

My temper is getting higher and higher. I've lost my mind and drive till that I cant believe I can do it..

I've rush and drive till 140mspd during traffic jam.. I din even open signal for turn left n right.. 

Juz faster go in and out.. When i reach back home i feel fine : )

Sorry Dad i late for back home :( Make u late 30min for hanging out with ur friends ..

Promise you no next time : ) :K

So long din update my blog . I'm quite busy for studying my math and sc.

I've been study for spm few days... Anything is going well.. But my Sejarah is hopeless ~~ 

All my friend planing in 30min to finish sejarah paper 1 and 2 .

Damn the sejarah failure : ) 

What can I do to improve my math n sc??? 

I start getting lazy to start this 2 subject, anyone wanna study with me ??? 

Nowadays alot people were finding job , I'm so lucky that i found a job before spm start : ) 

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Between Spm days, I've figure it out that I'm starting getting bored of it .

I wanted to quit it away!  But it take some time to do for it ..

I won't need you anymore, I can handle myself..

Mc D

Wake up in the morning feel like stomach pain ==! gosh , because of the nasi lemak that last night i ate !!

Than I sleep back in the afternoon .. wake up at 3 : ) than start on9 till 8. night .

My dad has fix back everything that broken inside my car.. ^^ wehee thank you dad! Somemore you told me that you are gonna give me myvi for next year ^^ wohoo.

Afther that I went to brian loh house for lending some SPM revision books for study .

And then I was study with my friend at Mc . D : ) O i love Mc D!! xD

Mc D :)

learning  math ~

study dao so messy ><

I ordered Mc.Chicken : )

study dao me de eye like this ==!

so blur ==!

Study till 5a.m. in the morning : ) When I going back home , outside was so cold ~~

SPM is coming soon.. 13 days left !! GAmbateh!! : )

Skip~~~

I finally starts everything for it. 

I'm starting to change myself.

I'm starting to study.

I'm starting to replace what I did.

Thank for u accompany me, or not I guess I will fall asleep :W xD 

Thank you alot ^ ^ 

How to Touch a Girl

Now I'm so miserable, alone, despondent, and while I may or may not have any idea why, all I know is I need to get her back no matter what .




You met her. You have gotten to know her mind. You've gone out, and now you want to get to know her physically. Although it tends to be the focus for most males, touching for a girl is a touchy subject at best. It requires much more thought, consideration and sincerity than you would believe. But it's worth the effort when you've connected on that next level.

Instruction

1

Gauge her feelings. If she's feeling standoffish, don't pursue touching. Nothing will shoot down your approach faster than trying to be physical with a girl who is not in the mood. If she's feeling romantic and sentimental, you can try to move forward.

2

Start with her hand. Holding a girl's hand first is a good way to see how responsive she is to being touched. If she pulls away, slow your approach or maybe even stop. Ask her whether she was uncomfortable with the hand touch. If she smiles and moves with a touch of her own, continue touching slowly.

3

Try hugging next after holding her hand. If the hand holding was good, then try a bit of hugging and embracing. Watch how she reacts to your body being next to hers. As with her hand, if she pulls back, you pull back. If she smiles, keep the touching going.

4

Communicate about what's liked and what's not. As awkward as it may sound and feel at first, talk about what she likes, what you like and how you both enjoy touching. That's the only way to avoid land mines and embarrassment from going "too far" or showing no interest by not going "far enough."

My life is getting more suck of it . 

Spm is coming soon, and yet I still haven start to touch a single books yet .

I hate books very much ! It doesn't make sense of it .

However how I start look at the books for while, I will fall asleep !

And now I'm feel that my brain is telling me to start it from now no matter what. 

I ANTI EXAM!

I have no idea why my thinking will like a childish boy ?? My dad told me that , even my friends too.

I'm finding a new way to change my attitude.

I stop doing the thing that I everyday did.

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My sleeping time had change ! In the midnight I awake, but in the morning I SLEEP!!

Always starts with the one word, and I don't know why , it doesn't even matter how hard I try.

It always straight to my heart , I try to change , but it not easy as what I think.

An Accident

Having 6 hr time to sleep till 12 o clock afternoon, my dad forgotten to buy lunch for me to eat : ( 

I'm so hungry , so i juz go bath and prepare go out having lunch with my friend.

When reach to my friend house, i crush my front tyre to the side way . Gosh I'm so nervous that .

I quickly call my friend to help me change the tyres. We all suppose eat at 2-3o clock, cuz of that  we delay till 5 o clock onli go eat :(  by the way, Thx to  Mingfu help me fix it back, dont have him I think I will be screw up by my dad :(     

What a Bad Day ! 

From The Beginning : )

At home feel so bored of it , suddenly my mind told me that go download adobe photohop Cs5 .
It use 5-7hrs to download .
When finish download, i quickly install it while i finding serial number for it : (
Finally I installed : ) After that , I go to youtube to learn of basic tutorial photoshop : )
That takes me about 5hrs to learn it.
From the beginning of tutorial, I learned inner glow, outer glow , and some basic retouching picture : )
This whole day I were doing this , 

First of my logo. Er( ERIC) : )

dedicated for my mui : )

So hard to learn basic of tutorial : ( 

Asking my friend to teach me what he learned, but he told me that RM 30  per hour! : (

Like this oso 1 to charge me : (  

1 hr what can I learn ??
Even the basic kind of photoshop takes me 4hours to learn..

Nvm, I will learn myself , Gambateh : )

Changing myself

How do I change myself? Suppose I don't like the results I'm getting in my life. Suppose it's more than bad luck, suppose part of it's my own fault. How do I change? I do it by changing my attitudes. Why? Because that's the only place I have to grab ahold of. How do I change my attitudes? I use my behaviors as tools. It been awhile for being single life ..  Everyday repeating the same things I did, mostly did at home is sleeping, chatting with friend, listen music, on9 , facebook, playing dotaaaa~~~ I want to change myself, because I truly despise the way I am. But it is very hard to change, especially when you have to do it alone. And I don’t know where to begin. It all seems so impossible. But all the time there is a little voice at the back of my head, (whispering: “You’ve only got one life.” And if I can’t change before it’s too late, I’ll regret it bitterly. And I don’t want to die full of regrets. This is the one thing I fear the most). Why is it so difficult?

I will wait ~~ : )

How to Know If You're Loved by the One You Love

Well, does that person look at you in a special way? Do they seem interested in your conversations (no matter of stupid they are?) Does the person always want to spend time with you and never tries to let you down? Does s/he express her feelings in certain ways? If it looks like s/he loves you, then they probably do!


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• He most certainly likes you and values your friendship from what you say. At the moment you both perhaps LOVE being with each other and are attracted to each other. Maybe that is all you are going to know for now.

• Only you can decide whether or not to trust another by offering your love.

• I guess the only thing to rely on is some well-structured communication & time. Only these two factors will show you the way & lead you towards understanding.

• There's not enough said for time being a factor for love. Time can prove a lot of the elements needed for love - care and concern for the other, not being demanding of them, loyalty, continued friendship over time and distance, affection, understanding and acceptance of their faults and that they are not perfect. Saying you "love" someone is a lot easier than really loving them.

• I just don't think that a couple of weeks is time enough for you to really feel love. I think this is just an excitement/infatuation stage. It can lead to love, but it's not a good idea to hurry or pressure those feelings this fast. If you can only trust him if he loves you, I think you're asking too much of him already. Trust him as a friend and continue the relationship.

• Loving is unconditional, meaning there is no conditions that the person you love loves you back. However, to know if someone loves you all one needs to look at is the actions of that person. Words are never enough, unless they are backed by actions that match what is being said. Should some one claim they love you then hurt you with their actions then most definitely that would not in my book be considered love.

• You really don't know how much someone loves you. Love isn't a thing that just happens like in a fairy tale movie of "love at first sight." (I wonder what she or he will look like in "love at first sight" in 50 years' time!!) There has to be a common bond. A place in your heart and mind where you can go. Sometimes by yourself, and other times with each other. Because.... People in love will purposely hurt each other with spiteful words and actions. Hoping that the other will understand by forgiving and comforting. But.. that kind of unconditional love is very rare. Its too easy to give up and see if the grass is greener elsewhere.

• Love is when you care about someone else more than yourself. That's it. A good indicator is if they want to be your friend as well as being romantically involved with you.

• Love is something that you grow into like a young child growing into teenager clothing. Love just don't happen overnight, in one day or in one week for that matter. I think what you feel for each other in the beginning is more attraction and curiosity and with time it can change into love, but in order for true love to happen there has to be trust, honesty, sincerity and compassion in the relationship. That is the only way you really get to know that person and to know if that person really loves you.

• Love is something you are sure about there is no doubt. It's a strong feeling you can't explain, But you know - because you can feel it. Everyone can show love, but can they feel love. We all show our love in different ways. How about the greatest couple, who's husband buys her flowers and gifts and takes her out on a regular basis, and we all say how lucky she is, and than BOOM... The next thing you hear is they are going through a bitter divorce... and nobody can believe it. Why - because he showed his love through guilt, but she never felt love, oh sure she got a lot of flowers and gifts, but none of that matters if you don't feel love. So just because someone doesn't show you love but you can feel it - than you know it's love. You know the feeling I'm talking about... You can't make someone love you, yea in time they might grow to love, but that's a different kind of love (we all love are coffee in the morning, but were not in love with our coffee)Point being when you love someone they will love you back, there will be no doubts, because you know in your heart... He Loves Me... They don't need time to think about it...

• Love is a mindset that commits one person to engage into actions that include sacrifice, respect and compromise for the purpose of benefiting the person being loved. They are carried out with respect to the other person. Without respect, there's no love. True love is a continual process over time; it is not the "fuzzy feelings" or the "intense physical chemistry/attraction". These are simply lust. Unfortunately today's young men and women are so easily confused between love and lust.

• Love is commitment made in our cerebral cortex secondary to a brief period of excitement generated by our pleasure-seeking center, hypothalamus. Lust is a singular hormonal/emotional response driven by our pleasure seeking brain center. Love includes emotional response and actions. With only emotional responses, it's mere lust and fantasy. It is essential to have a clear definition of what love encompasses in one's mind. It can avoid a lot of hurtful feelings and encounters in dating.

• Like everything in life, love is relative. It means many different things to many different people. Perhaps this is because it is only an idea. Imagine if everyone who read the same description of a character in a story saw the exact same visual image in their mind? Same thing with love...each person will have a distinct idea of it.

• For me, love is caring about the person, being there for them no matter what it costs you (physically, emotionally, etc.), and a willingness to endure all things necessary to keep that person in your life. So, do you love someone? It depends: Do you find yourself giving up other ventures just to spend an extra moment with them? Do you enjoy talking (really talking) with them? Does this person bring out a necessity in you to be the best you can be, not for your benefit, but for their benefit?

• Probably the most universal sign of true love is friendship: Is this person your best friend? Because, if you two truly love each other, your time together will be like time spent between two best friends. Do you run around worried about what your best friend is doing? Do you ever question if you can trust your best friend? No! And that is the key. True love is when your lover is also your best friend. And that, I'm sorry to say, is very hard to achieve.

• As far as the "fuzzy feeling" is concerned: How many of us have woken up on Christmas Morning and had this sudden rush of excitement: WOO WHOOO!! It's Christmas! With my current g/f, I get that feeling when I wake up on a day I know I'll get to see her. We haven't had sex yet, so it's not a feeling in my pants. It is excitement that I finally have another opportunity to show her exactly how much she means to me, to let her know that I will always be there for her, and to and another notch to the ladder of trust that we must build. In short, it is excitement that I finally have an opportunity to do something to make her day a little more special, and seeing the smile on her face or a simple squeeze of my hand is plenty of a reward for my efforts.

• LOVE is the feeling deep inside that tells you when you are apart that you desperately want to be back with your loved one. It is the feeling of wanting to be as one, together! One of the most important things (already mentioned many times) is that this person should be your "best friend" and should always be considered before anyone else. They are your "world", your "rock" and should be loved unconditionally 100% of the time. It is when you want to tell the world "I love this person and I want to grow old with this beautiful person".

• One final thing (and this is strictly my opinion): If the two of you do not make each other laugh then there is no reason to pursue a relationship. After all, if you can't laugh all you can do is cry.

 

When someone loves you

• I would think it would be in how the person interacts with friends, family, etc. when the skeptic partner is not around. I was in a relationship in which at first I faked loving this person for sex. After a while, I went into a depression. I must say out of my own psychological decisions in this matter. People should be warned of narcissistic sex addicts. I was one of them and I believed I possibly suffered just as much as the person who loved me. In the end when I broke up with her. I finally heard the birds chirping. The truth will set you free. I think what is essential is never having to pretend to be anyone on both sides. People like to wear masks in fear and waste a lot of time with the belief there is no true love and just sex. In which at this moment I believe.

• He should always think of me and even express his love to me. Yes he can think of you all the time in the wrong way. He can call you every minute with the intention of bedding you and making you a statistic. What I would suggest is give the time dimension of love a chance. After ample time you can separate the wine from the vinegar.

• The only thing I have to suggest is don't say I love you again just say I care about you until he says it to you without you saying it first make sure he is looking you in the eyes and if it is at the perfect moment then he probably means it and complain that he doesn't say it in front of his friends, if he does he loves you.

• You'll have to ask: There's no way to know for sure, you shouldn't rush into things. If you have been going out for a while and you feel ready to tell them the way you feel then wait until it feels right and go for it, be prepared that they might not feel as strongly yet, but it doesn't mean they never will. If you think it might be a little soon or you haven't gone out together I wouldn't rush into things, make it clear you really care for them and wait until later to tell them how you feel, you don't want to scare them off. The only way to tell if someone loves you is to ask, but be careful how you do it.

• If you find someone who understands and endures the hardships, enjoys the good times to the fullest, then you will know. Time will tell. It is a lifetime of learning, teaching and caring for one another. Hey! where do I sign up for class?

• I will know that the person i love loves me too, maybe if he always look for me, which made his day complete.

• Only way you know someone loves you is by how much sacrifices they will put up to make you happy. Being unselfish, caring about you more then himself. It goes both ways though. If everyone thought of what would make their lover's happy instead of what makes them happy, they'll be a overflow of love. Love is sacrifices.

• I believe and feel if a man or woman loves you they wouldn't do anything to hurt you. And knowing we all are imperfect I feel that if a problem was acknowledged that that person would come together with unconditional love and work this out. They would appreciate you for your worth and help you when you are in the need of them. Love is not thinking to ones self " what is this going to do for me", but will say or think "what can I do to help this person I love". But when you get people who are always thinking about themselves all the time. That is not real true love. And a person must be worthy of love as well. Some don't know how to love and leave you bitter for the next person who you try to love.

• Actions speak louder than words. It's better to know someone loves you without being told 'cause anyone can say 'I love you' and also it does not matter how long you're together to say 'I love you' cause love has no time limit you go by when it's there it's there, say it when you feel it and it could be infatuation but I would hope you'd know the difference.

• You can see from her eyes, body language and her attention to you.

• Well, to tell if a guy LOVES you: While you're seeing him, and those times when you are not physically together, you won't feel lonely inside, as if something that you can't put your finger on is missing. You'll feel absolutely right about the whole thing. Little "red flags" or "empty holes" inside of you won't be there while you are with him or while you are not with him. It's a feeling as if things all around are complete and with no confusion.

• Together you can both act silly or even goofy. Maybe even stupid together once in a while, while in public or around others you both will act "mature" (whatever that is supposed to be). You'll be able to talk about ANYTHING together without having "taboo" subjects.

• Aside from him actually looking you in the eye and telling you that he is in love with you, and you feeling it, the other signs I've mentioned as well are what I believe to be a factor too. You should feel like there are more in depth growth going on aside from how great the sex is between you both or on top of how merely polite he is. There's more to it than great sex and polite ways.

• Tell them that you love them. Stick around for a while to see if they say it back. Casually mention it every once in a while after that, when the do something particularly nice or when you are parting or saying goodnight. If they don't say it within say, a month or so, then ask just ask them. It may not occur to them to say it, but by asking them after giving them a chance and the hints to do so on their own, you'll know if they do now or think they ever will.

• You know that someone loves you when they look deeply into your eyes and says in a soft voice that they love you and no matter what happens or what else is said you get that feeling inside knowing that deep down you love them too. And you just feel so amazing inside. They will love you and hold on to you, they will be there in a time of need. That is how you know..

• When you get the sweet phone calls out of the blue or when they look into your eyes and you can see the love. You can almost see right to there soul. You can tell by their body movements when you're around. You can really feel in your heart. When they are not around how much you miss them.

• Most males and females will agree that the best way to find out how your significant other feels about you is to ask directly.

• You don't is the answer to that, you'll never know that the person you've fallen for loves you back you just have to trust that they do. I'm in love with a person who lives a 5 hour drive away from me and so I get to see him once a month, he could have a secret life away from me and flirt with all the girls in his city for all i know but I don't worry about that because I really trust that he loves me just as much as I love him, maybe even more. I don't know this I just trust in my instinct. Trust in yours too and you'll be fine.

• If there's a slight doubt in your mind that he / she doesn't love you back then he / she hasn't convinced you enough and therefore doesn't love you enough to make you believe how he / she feels.. therefore maybe doesn't feel that way at all. Its not about you knowing if he / she loves you it's about him / her making you believe in it.

• I think it's a reciprocated love. When you start investing your time and effort and he reciprocates it with love and care from there you can already prove it. It takes two tango.

• Your instincts will tell you. They wont lie. Mine didn't ;-). Listen to what your gut tells you (untainted by either hopefulness or pessimism this is the best way of telling), it'll tell you whether there's an electric connection or not. But hey, maybe I got lucky.

• You should be able to ask him and tell him to tell the truth if he does or not because my boyfriend loves me and tells it to me.

• If you can't feel it chances are it ain't there. Time is precious. Tell them how you feel. They should then admit, commit or quit....

• You'll feel it and just know that they do.. It's a feeling after all, it's magic.

• To find true love: Love this person with all your heart and hope that it's mutual. You'll know if it is.
  
• You will know if a person loves you if he/she will do everything just to make you smile in every single way. You will know if someone loves you if he/she sacrifices his/her own emotions just to make you happy. You will know if someone loves you he/she Shows his care for you trough actions not through words. You will know if someone loves you if he/she accepts you know matter who you are wholeheartedly.

• If you are in love with that person, you two must be close and chances are, they love you back. You should take a chance and just tell them, even though a close friendship is at risk. Try to look for hints that suggest they love you, for a little while. Then when you have seen enough proof, confess your love! Try sudden things like hugging from behind, and see if they blush. Give them many opportunities to confess THEIR love, or to hint about it.

• All of these answers are correct in my eyes. Love is different to different people. But all love has a few things in common, trust and understanding. To understand and accept a persons flaws isn't always an easy thing to do. But one who is able to accept a person as a whole, flaws and imperfections included, is capable of truly loving. when you get that feeling that they couldn't do anything wrong, or anything to make you hate them... you know you love them. Its an understanding that can be seen... you can see it in their eyes. and when you two are cuddled up or as close as can be, and you still feel like they should be closer... you know that you are in love. you think about them constantly... never missing a minute. you anticipate the next time you get to see them. its so hard to explain... it's a gut feeling that you just know. Trust your instincts.

• Also, that person welcomes you into his/her life, trusts you, treats you with respect, and is not mean to you. I am happily married and I know my husband loves me because he always puts my needs before his own, and I try to do the same for him.

The Romantic

Have a nap till 7.30p.m. , finish my dinner than on9...When i open facebook, i saw that my friend post a video something damn romantic , it will make me watch till cry.. ==! here the video that I watched ~.~

Alone

Lonely.... I'm Mr.Lonely, I got nobody .. TT. This few weeks I feel that very free and nothing to do . Look like a 废柴.. I can do what I can do .. But, no 1 beside me to tell me that the thing correct or wrong . Find some friends and chat, all very busy of Dota, studying, on9 games....... Why am I lonely?? Maybe not the time to having relationship ?? Mostly gua?? Since this is the last year for me study in samad school.. I don't feel like studying . The trial exam , Sejarah paper 2, I blank it all.. So fucked up for this paper, don't we got the choice to dont take sejarah?? What kind of this fucking goverment ! I feel lonely for everyday. Haiz~~~ No one can beside me caring me and support me .. Maybe face problem gua ?? yeah, I admit that .. I'm not a handsome and rich person ..   I feel so fad up for myself.. Gosh Damn it ! 

Party

Wake up 2 p.m. and sleep back at 3p.m.~~ 5p.m. wake up and prepare things~.~ 6.20 we reach the destination , I saw few of davis friend. At first I tot will got alot friend de, later forgot get present for him while Haolun car comes. No choice , fuel too cheap ~~ We go to mingfu house and get it back than go back to davis house @@ While i go back to davis house, I juz saw few of his friend about 8-9 onli==!  Even our gang oso more than them ~~ ???

We about 10p.m. having a cake cut and take picture . After that need fetch walter back home b4 seng yew come go INC(Cyber Cafe) .... Have some racing with wing hong. xD hahaha.. quite fun xD ! 

At INC there play till 1 o clock only go back home.

So tired to fetching them back home @@ .Meanwhile, i know that jing yew so damn fucking scare of his own company dog?? so funny men that kind of situation.. laugh dao me non-stop==! By the way, quite have alot of fun with them hanging out ^^ haha

Lifes

I've make my dicision of it. I won't be afraid what i did, maybe will hurt you or not ?? My life without you, all my belonging thing start back again and again~~

How do I read somebody mind?? Can anyone teach me ??This 2days I feel that all thing just pretend normal.What make this so simple and normal ??

Your text is very simple and non of feeling~ Is it all this got ?? 

Some reaction ??

A person like that how are we going to stay together and have fun?? All of this is freaking me out!!!

Or maybe just a lie from beginning??

Nightmare

While hanging out with friends , I ve 'll juz pretend nothing being smilly to them and play jokes with them. Actually in my heart, I got a damn deep hole like bullet shoot trough. Quite hard to recover back, when i come back from house 11.30p.m. I just wrote blog about my feeling tonight, finish blog i juz to go sleep, i feel tired and sleepy..

 2molo school reopen, I wanna get some sleep before i feel asleep in class while teacher teaching ~ Before sleeping, I don't dare to close my eyes. Once I close, I dream of you, I try alot of to make me sleep..Last night oso the same thing happen to me.When I close my eyes this time , I suddenly swt-ing alot and hard to breath . I can't SLEEP!!! After I just to wake up and wait till i get sleep. Suddenly she sms me that :Sleep d? i miss you so much .... 

Just this msg , I don't wat happen to my eyes. It keep dropping the tears.. I can't believe that i will fell tears for this.. Am I a stupid boy born in cheat by someone ?? Why will like this ?? I very scare alone, I just need some1 to love me and support me .. Couple not just to believing each other and understand each others meh??

Maybe both of us loves each others so much ?? Between of this we need to got a space for break ??? Do some of you all taking love to playing fool around of it ?? Don't you think u are wasting any time of it for stupid thing???

I DO REALLY LOVE HER SO MUCH!!! I CAN'T STOP THINK ABOUT HER EVERY SINGLE NIGHT OF IT. WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES I DREAM ABOUT HER.. I DON'T WANT TO GET AWAY FROM U.. MAYBE SOME OF FRIEND SAYING ME STUPID BECAUSE OF THAT .. MAYBE YEAH GUA??? I'M A STUPID BOY THAT KEEP GET CHEATED FROM SOMEONE..

Wth i did ?? I'm serious on you . You know that rite?? TOday i feel that u sms me very fuyan. not even 5word u sent to me .. I feeling bad on this.. So you love me so much ?? But you cant believe single word from what I saying it.. Altought you love or not , Just got to say that I'm very deep love with you.. I wanna be with you. Since today juz happen.. We have to take a break for each others... What a unlucky day of last holiday ~~

Last night just back from dinner, I feel so tired and sleepy ~~ Chat with bii around 12 o 'clock i feel asleep. About 2something i wake up again ==!Chat with bii about her moody than go sleep liao... Just sleep about 2-3hours i wake up again.!!!! WTF MEN!! What did i do o ?? 6o'clock suddenly pump up and on9==! No choice, i try alot different way to make me sleep. At last, nothing happen .. Zzzz While my parent wake up about 7.30o'clock go for work, i just wake up with them.. By the way, just about this 3hours I keep dream about her .. ~~ Maybe I too miss her till can't sleep?? I'm gonna get this from her @@ Don't know when i can sleep back, now i feel tired n sleepy, but can't sleep==!! Screw it Shit!!! I'm trying to sleep ~~ My bad Bii ~~ : (

The Negative thinking

     Why do someone feel when nothing to do will simply think negatively??  I suggest that if u feel free, why don't you do something else?? That will make's you feel busy .. I don't know what did just happend, but i can feel it that u are moody now.~~ What can you do if a person go moody?? Leave her alone ?? or just accompany her to chat other things?? For me, I will just tell back her to think straight.. I know a person quite to believe others so easily, they will scare get hurts and cheats from someone.
    Recently, I discussed Clear Thinking here at The Minimalist Path. Through clear thinking we are able to focus and not let the unnecessary cloud our decisions and lifestyles. To go along with this approach in life, I would like to suggest Simple Thinking.
Simple Thinking is breaking down the drawn out questions we ask in life to simple, precise questions that will lead to more accurate decision making. I have to admit that I often dwell too much on a decision and ask every plausible question. In some instances, you do need to ask any and every valid question to make sure you do not put your life in a poor position. However, more often than not we just need to be asking ourselves simplified questions.
We should all face reality and not waver on our decisions. To do that, we need to face the true question. We tend to circle the issue at hand without addressing it directly. All that does is lead to procrastination. I think we should all be able to address the importance of our response instantly. If not, we are cluttering our mind and not capable of simplifying our lives.
A couple simple questions that I tend to ask are as follows:

• Why?
• Why not?
• Why am I doing this?
• What positive will this bring to my life?
• Am I doing this for the right reasons?

These are just a few questions that fly through my head with almost every decision I make. They may lead to longer answers than I would like here and there, but more often than not they simply answer the question. This simple way of thinking allows me to make quick, positive decisions that help me move forward and not delve into unimportant thought process’.
You may be asking, “Now, how does this relate to minimalism?” Let me explain. To live a minimalist life, we need to take the unnecessary out of life. Whether that be stuff, actions, commitments, or decisions, we all need to minimalize multiple aspects to life. One aspect is our thought process. If you can clear your head by asking simple questions and making simple decisions that benefit your goal-driven life, living a minimalist life is definitely possible.

 

This few days, My hamster (Gigi) quite noty . When i bring it out, keep run here run there, when i carry it , it bit me ==! Noty Gigi!!  But i still love you ^^

Gigi bitting the cage >< CUTE !

 

 

 

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Dota OR Girlfriends???

I was thinking about it .... why did dota can accompany us for rest of our live??  How about Girlfriends?? Don't you ever think about your Girlfriends?? I waste a lot of time on dota, its spend me 6years for playing it . And i always reply ppl msg 1word~~ Do that stupid for me ?? This evening i just saw this at my facebook recently posted . I quickly copy it down n read it ...

Dota Versus GF

              I know Dota is a challenging games. But it makes u forgot erything beside you! From now, I'm trying to less it to play, try continue what i wanna do .. From now i will very appriciate the person that support me n love me ^^ Yeap! That you Chew Pui yEE (bibi) , The 1st time i saw u , i can put it erything down for u ... Juz was last nite i rejected my friend for creating dota Host for it ... Starting from now , I will try my best to do anything to makes you feel happy ^^ Dear bibi i love you ^^ Muackzz XD  !!!

taking picture while eating xD

Delicious?? xD

12.46a.m. , aw!!!! My Stomach so hungry !! House nothing to eat : ( Just only can cook mee, nevermind xD. I go cook wan tan mee ^^ hehehe. finish jor than take picture gv Bibi see.. xD I know ur parent very strict to let u go out with others, but nvm i train more of cooking , cook more delicious food for u ^^ hehe dont worry cant taste it xD ! Muackz !!

The time had past so fast, juz a nap~ it bring me over a week.. Walao, i so love holidays. can sleep dao so long ^^ n chat with my bibi ^^ Having a pool with my friend , Game Score( 11-4) wow. He do improve alot ^^ last time playing with him was (9-0). lol~ feel likes i bullying him rite?? @@ Don't know what happen to me today , feel like litter bit moody for no reason ~ haiz, really dont noe wat to rite now . ~~

KL Live

The Wild Lazy TouR


"一..二..兩個手指"

LaZy MutHa FuckA

THe lastest album nice ! I seem the LMF has regroup for some reason ^^ I will support you guys as always !! GAMBATEH!! LAZY MUTHA FUCKA!!

Me and my kao Fu ~~

The Day of my cousin sister wedding, The photo were took my stepy~~ thx wei, this picture not bad.. look at my singer kao fu! I very proud of him can sing so well.. I'm oso gonna be a singer if i can ^^ Hel ya, Here some of my kao fu picture at Astro AEC competition ^^ .. lengzai o.. He still single.. any1 intrested on my kaofu ^^ xD

The Crazy Night

Finally I know how to do a blogger, wohooo.  I spend around 3hr to master it ==! While doing blogger, I were chatting with my crazy BiBi .. That was a crazy chatting with bibi ^^ Bii: BABE, So poh love So lou so much!!! So lou know ?? ^^ As this sentence , I can 100% for sure that BaoBei I love you No matter what is going on ! ^^ Muackzz

Last night around 8.15p.m. Wing Hong and my friend suddenly call me for snooker. Inside the car, we talks some stupid brainless thing, keep non-stop laughing like hell. while we reach destination , we still laughing on it ==! WTF ? Here ''s the picture that my friend Tan Haolun first experince using iphone 4. God damn the Wing Hong showing off his god damn fon!! Pissing me off ~~ 

Look like yes rite?? Acutally I'm A newbie that train from my dad. :)



                                                                               








                                                                                                                  
                                                                                                                   

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5september2010, I,brian loh ,davis dell , Haolun Tan went to pavilion watch Pirahna 3D. The movie dont noe talk about wat , the point of this movie is ending there save the gal ==.. later that I and Brian Loh went to preverse there buy a shirt ( Kingtw X Banghoux X TWGIRLS) ^^ it cost RM140 for each shirt ~~ We used RM300 to paid that 2 shirt ~~ pokai jor :( Here the picture ya ..